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Here is the list of my various creative writings. Feel free to read any and all of them.
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- NEW - "Ache" - NEW - "Sullivan"
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Ache
Twenty hours until I awake Get up so I can make the mistake My mind's a riddle, cannot break My mind's a riddle, cannot break What did I do wrong? Educate me. Why you put me down? Sedate me. Eyes widen, see all thats fake Cut me off so I cant partake Pressure's on, lives at stake Pressure's on, lives at stake Take me down, body will ache Weep myself into a lake Voice hisses in ear like a snake Voice hisses in ear like a snake What did I do wrong? Educate me. Why you put me down? Sedate me.
Sullivan
I decided to write a song to honor those who died in the Civil War...
so I made a song with excerpts from the letter written by Major Sullivan Ballou,
who died in the Civil War a week after he wrote the letter. You can view the
whole letter here...
http://www.brotherswar.com/These_Honored_Dead-7e.htm ------------------------------ My very dear sarah The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days, parhaps tomorrow Lest I shall not be able to write to again, I feel impelled to write a few lines that may fall under your eyes, when I shall be no more I have no misgivings about, or lack of confidence in, the cause in which I am engaged And my courage does not half or falter How great a debt we owe to those who went before us through the blood and sufferings of the revolution, and I am willing, perfectly willing, to lay down all my joys of this life to pay that debt something whispers to me, that I shall return to my loved ones unharmed if i do not, my dear Sarah, never forget how much I love you, and when my last breath escapes me on the battlefield, it will whisper your name Sullivan BallouAngel Eyes (Bad)
I never thought I could feel like this You were an angel It was bliss You made me Made me agonize Angel eyes Look into your Angel Eyes Agonize Angel Eyes Realize your Angel Eyes Never had a pain Like this I won't take on tomorrow I will only hear your hiss You I will will always despise Angel eyes Look into your Angel eyes Despise Angel eyes Realize your Angel eyes Angel eyes Pluck them out Agonize Hate your Angel eyes Despise you foreverAngel Eyes (Good)
I never thought I could feel like this You're an angel and this is bliss You made me, made me realize Angel Eyes Look into your Angel Eyes Very Beautiful Angel Eyes Realize you Angel Eyes Never had a smile like this I'll take on tomorrow If only for your sweet kiss You I will never, never despise Angel Eyes Look into your Angel Eyes Very Beautiful Angel Eyes Never despise your Angel Eyes Angel eyes Look into your Angel eyes Very beautiful Angel eyes Love you foreverBloodletting
Stinging sweat in eyes wide Running from fever Crawling from death So sick, can't see her Take your dyin breath Bloodletter Open my vessels and Let the infection drain Puncture my arm and Blood will flow from the vein Illness still creeps inside Sweating and cold Stuck in this bed I'm growin old Sickness reigns in my head Bloodletting Open your vessels and Blood will flow from the vein Puncture your arm and Let the infection drainBroken
You point your empty words at me Your awful hate rings in my head like a bell Can you save me from the deepest terrors of hell? Speaking nasty insult with glee Love, a word so longingly abused Mind and heart, so easily confused Shovel away to find what is true The blue heart will unclaim you You hate to love and love to hate It's time to reveal the sour fate Of this man's dumb beaten and torn soul A man who'll never again be whole I'm falling now, down down down I'm sinking now, drown drown drown See the abombination of your heart I'm gone, I've written my part Now I lie in my frozen bed You feel my fingers cold and dead You hate to love and love to hate It's time to reveal the sour fate Of this man's heart, all broken and sore A man who will ask of nothing more I'm sinking now, drown drown drown I'm falling now, down down down All because you point your empty words at meConcede
Left behind more than a lot Let me wonder around Now you have what I sought Yeah I never thought I could be so alone The ignorant pain And you hear me moan Oh Your heart died on me Death because you concede You endulged your fears And you take everything I need Yot let me see what's behind those eyes Twisting fate Those stupid lies Ah yeah Oh Your heart died on me Death because you concede You endulged your fears And you take everything I need Your heart died on me Death because you concede You endulged your fears And you take everything I needFrayed Mind
It's the same old sting again Same old thing again Hey, eyes dialated Pain is stated You scream at me why? Hey, solace is lost Euphoria is gone Hey, hurts like frost Sustinance is wrong It's the same old ring again Won't make me king again Hey, blood's on fire You're a liar Scream at you why? Calloused heart Soul is scorched Hey, once I start The mind gets torched You take a swing again Repeat that thing again Look at me straight in the eye And feel the sting Always wondered why Forsake my heart Know what you can't bring Hate is your art Stole my crown It will let you down You will feel my hurt In my empire of dirtHellfire
As I go down that lonely road I look at this fight, it's grown old As I think of stories written in code I just want to come in from the cold Broken Bone Running running running From myself Running running running From hellfire As I wind down that twisted road I look myself in the eye And know that this heart of gold Will only break and die All Alone Running running running From myself Myself Running running running From hellfire HellfireHollow-Man
Wake up to hate and a load terror From my mate formerly for ever Hollow-man hollow-man hollow-man I got a way No one will follow Once on a day When I'm so hollow Hollow-man hollow-man hollow-man Solitude is all I crave From your bitter spite I'll send you to the grave If we get into one last fight Hollow-man hollow-man hollow-man Because I have become a Hollow-manInsomnia
Oh yeah This swollen heart is dead It's all in my head I'll stay in this bed Till the day I'm dead And I fight And I fight to stay awake Don't want to fall asleep Because this dream, it's all fake But through it all, it's you I'll keep Oh yeah, life is unfair Oh And all is denied All of it was tied Sorry I hide But without you, I'd have died And I fight And I fight to stay awake Don't want to fall asleep Because this dream, it's all fake But through it all, it's you I'll keep Oh yeah, life is unfair Oh Oh no, this I can't bear Oh And I fight to stay awakeLuctisonus
'Luctisonus' is Latin for 'sad-sounding.'
My stars are lined with cold hard tears Lost with not an act Not but the sounds of whispers to my ears And this cold hard fact I look to heaven above For hope in a broken love I look to the darkness of my soul I missed my chance to become whole I had time to think it out Summers past, and feeling hurt Tears of blood won't clear this doubt Break this cast around my heart of dirt Your stars are lind with chilling fears And you don't know how to act Can't hear shouts of one to your ears Turn away from this chilling fact I watched you slip away Now I will slip away To wonder what was And what just can't be I cry to heaven above Heartbreak, my loss of love A romance has fallen My romance is fallen I feel my cold hard bones And I am all alone I roses are stained red with my blood Won't cry a tear, can't wash the flood Of my heart Far apart Now we are Far apartNo Light
Hopeless, it's how I feel This wasn't part of the deal Need something Something to live for I'll take no more I'm looking for that light At the end of the tunnel I want that light At the end of the tunnel I need that light At the end of the tunnel There's no light At the end of the tunnel Crawled into a hole, torn apart Cannot find sustenance in your heart Broken dreams, taped up lies Find that I'm just not your size On a Tuesday I'm gone Just can't let thing be Won't say maybe you were wrong But some day you'll see I'm looking for that light At the end of the tunnel I want that light At the end of the tunnel I need that light At the end of the tunnel There's no light At the end of the tunnel I'm dead I'm dying I'm dead I'm dying InsidePonytail Freak
Wake to the pain Wake to the pain Wake to the pain Drudge through in vain At night, goto bed wishing not to wake up 'Cause The world gives the day a shake up The shattered pieces won't take up Waiting for enemies to make up Riding the trip Riding the trip Riding the trip Forgive if I slip Running from the needle Won't let you feed, yeah He takes and breaks his creed And take her life in need Ponytail freak Ponytail freak Wait all week For that ponytail freakRut
Still frozen in my rut Cold hearts take the clue Around me doors slam shut And I know not what to do Love one, like two Can't move an inch in either to either of you And I know not what to do Hurt has replaced the one love I had It eats me up inside And it makes me eternally sad And I know not what to do Sorrow has flooded my head One I like has not Me in her head And I know not what to do Harrow is all I know When I think of the one I've met not, She seems perfect, but I have no chacne And I know not what to do So I stay frozen in my rut Knowing not what to do And my soul will keep getting cut From my lack of youUntil Dawn
His mind can't protect What his body don't expect Body wallowing in thick regret Heart and mind wont let him forget The sullen hum of the man's mind Corrupts his ability to find Sanity within the darkest reaches Devil inside him, heart it breaches Kicking this wretched person into madness Letting him know all but sadness And until the light of day Reaches in his eyes He will never be ok And life he'll always despise And the devil inside takes control And the hate from it takes its toll And the fire within burns And his soul twists and turns And the man be crushed And the man be broken As give this tale out free, A warning to a few: That man is me That devil is you